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[Dec. 1st, 2009|03:23 pm] |
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i have many things to do
im going to sleep at wenhui's house for as many nights as i can HEEHEE
HER BED REALLY FEELS NICER LEHS
I hope the jobcentral fellow calls me bck asap.
i don really want to waste the whole dec away since im going to do nothing for the whole of jan, feb and march
i'll be away for so longg omgggg
so i beta make myself useful here.
=D
btw im reading this book "Prozac Nation" it's really really nice.
new insights into the life of this young and depressed girl in America
it's introspective and good for deep understanding of er.. many things.
i cant put into words, they're those intangible meanings and purposes that life entails.
quite a disturbing book at some parts but it's really good.
i just started.
i thnk this is going to be a really long entry
heehee because my friends bought me borders book voucher for my birdday!!
=D
it's the best present i swear, other than giving me money la
i alr have in mind the books im going to buy. YESSSSS
till today, 3 beetles had landed themselves onto my table from out of nowhere
each beetle received the same treatment yes
the cap is darn useful i swear
you'll be surprised at how interesting it is to observe how hard they try to struggle till their last breathe
how they never give up trying to overturn the cap
to survive they even feigned death but i wasn't fooled HAHA
i waited til the next day for my maid to clear the carcass
seriously i could have made like 3 beetle specimen.
they come in various sizes
i suspect they are father mother and son LOL
i tell you THIS IS FUN.
 
THREE AND COUNTING WOOHOO |
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[Nov. 28th, 2009|12:56 am] |
!@#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@!
ANOTHER HUGE ASS BEETLE!!!! GROSSS!!! |
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[Nov. 20th, 2009|11:20 pm] |
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soemitmes our age shld teach us to focus on the impt things in life
and not waste time on frivilous trivial matters such as bitching
sometimes it is good to distress, but you don have to make it your life long habit you know
= =
it victimizes. tsktsk childish people in Singapore bottled up in their small well, not knowing the boundary of life and meaning of living a full life.
i have the urge to join a missionary and serve the world.
"Love, and be loved." Mother Thereasa
i was so pissed off by this beetle that kept hopping ard my notes.
so i trapped it inside a cap.
HAHAHA IT'S STRUGGLING FOR FREEDOM NOW. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2009|10:26 pm] |
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LULU giving me present!
WISH : ONE MROE WEEK
SHE REFUSED TO LET GO!
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[Oct. 25th, 2009|01:01 am] |
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my birthday wish is to have more time. just ONE more week. that's all i wan. goshhhhhhhhh. ONE MORE WEEK!
anyways no need for any presents and stop apologising abt it ppl!
a simple "happy birthday" is good enough. =D
unless you can buy me one more week.
my cousin told me entering the "teen" number feels wrong.
the feeling is just like mid-life crisis. yea. i totally UNDERSTANDS THAT.
i will kill you if you say my age. KILL YOU.
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[Oct. 15th, 2009|09:14 pm] |
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Maturity does not necessarily come with age - it comes with choice.
Why do you think that acting dumb makes you cute?
Or are you behaving the way that you think your age and experience is capable to summon? |
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[Oct. 12th, 2009|10:47 pm] |
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i read elaine's post regarding the last day of sch last fri.
i realised i did not even realise that it'll be the last day we will have to attend morning assembly, the last day we sit tgr as a class in LT.
but it never occur to me that we're supposed to be sentimental on that last day.
if we were in RV, im sure i'll be so affected, yea, last day.
but im so glad i survived till the last day in NJ, and am not dead yet, though heavily wounded and bleeding.
this school does not hold much meaning and memories to me.
all i rmb from the past 1 plus year was rushing ard the sch for band prac tutorials lectures and rushing home frm sch.
that's all. seriously. other than the few close friends that i always hang out tgr with in sch, and the few that i come to regard as very good friends who are always there for me, there's nothing worth my tears or sorrow in nj.
i do not feel the attachment, and im sure the same goes for many ppl there.
it is an impt place for all of us as it acts as a propellor, it pushes us forward, closer to our goals, and eventually when we leave this place, all we rmb is how much we try to push ourselves out of it.
im still thankful for my teachers. some are sincerely helping me, never giving up on me, some are truly capable, and some are wholly annoying.
BYE NJ, at last. |
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[Oct. 3rd, 2009|10:41 pm] |
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a bit wordless today...
but im happy tht i made my new CEPAS
though bad luck always seek me in various circumstances
for instance the EZlink company losing my particulars
i do not exist in their system
WOW
but i made history today by entering my name into the system at 1058am.
i went to the ticket officeat 958am, knowing tht it opens at 10am,
but, ohmy, the Q is ....
i shall not use unfriendly words here.
yea and i Qed patiently until it's finally my turn.
at least i don have to pay for anything. because it's NOT my fault that THEY lose my information.
unlike almost all my friends who complained abt the ugly kiddish picture on their CEPAS,
i like my picture on the card, it's my favourite pic. =)
when you see me, remind me to show you.
i will continue to mug, im strong and will not be convicted by mere grades. they're not reflective of my character, intelligence and hardwork,
tho it may do so for some of you.
NOTE: you are knowledgeable, but not necessarily wiser. |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2009|11:30 pm] |
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im very lazy to post because i hav a lot of things inside my mind
i came home wiz a heavy heart and mind
i do not like to judge my friends, but i do
i judge them based on everything, from the words they use, the things they use and the things they like to say
1. i don gossip abt ppl im close to
and i hate it when ppl talk abt my close friends IN FRONT of me esp when they know nuts abt my friend
even when the content is not offensive, the cautious tone and remark puts me off
go behind me and talk please
2. well shut up when you are not sure abt the cause and effect of sth
blabbering on and on abt it juz makes you appear damn ignorant
i was so pissed off today by something someone said
even when it's merely one sentence on a very minor issue
but that sentence could tell so much abt someone
and it lit up the fire inside me
pissed off
for the whole day i've been thinking abt it, i shld have just asked her to shut up.
seriously. i always regretted not doing anything.
it's at her demise, when she behaves like that at this age. such high level of insensitivity and ignorance jus show how protected this generation is, how narrow they have grown up to be, and how childish they are to only care abt things ard them, how disgusting they are to think that they're smarter than ppl who don get As.
schools shld teach students when to shut up, and when to speak up.
an 18 year old has to learn to pay for what she says, and learn what tact is.
DEFINE SMART, it doesn't include getting As.
i talk as if im not part of this generation.
i regret to say this, such high level of education, top 5 jc, good grades, best conduct, has brought up student like this.
what a waste of resources.
i wasted 15 minutes typing this out and killing so many of my brain cells getting angry and fired up over this when no one even care abt it.
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[Jul. 30th, 2009|10:39 pm] |
i am a misanthrope, narcissist, atheist.
wobewobeowbe. |
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[Jul. 22nd, 2009|11:52 pm] |
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today's weather is seriously awesome
i love wednesdays when it always rains during PE
=D
im tired.
yawns. very very tired.
but i cant sleep. =(
i need a real holiday to regenerate myself.
i shld go check into a hotel for a night.
that's the best thing on earth to do now. even of thought of doing that puts this damn huge grin on my face alr.
Hai. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2009|11:05 pm] |
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LOCKED |
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[Jun. 6th, 2009|06:01 pm] |
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"elaine,
i do agree that death is not our biggest fear, BUT it's the death of someone we love that we fear. " |
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[Jun. 4th, 2009|08:51 pm] |
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i was mugging and i saw this on the table i was sitting
NOoooo SUCH THING MANNN. if only it's that easy.
im very excited now bcos and i mugged damn hard today.
i did one phy MCQ and circled nearly every qn cos i seriously hav no idea hw to do. =(
ahh nehmind at least that means im on the right track to learning everyting.. at least.
it's also because i bought new bras heehee.
and blair is HAWT. =D
i want my xoxo series very badllyyy.
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[May. 29th, 2009|10:45 pm] |
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LOL another $5 bag ahhh??
vale let's go run pls!
when some ppl do something
the intention untold
but it's so obvious, it's screaming at me
i guess... that's why they do it la. w/o telling or telling certain ppl
so wierd eh
strange world and strange ppl
they are really everywhere
now im so busy
with cip, tuition, and yea revision
but im really lazy as well
so laziness can really offset the busy part
i don thnk im able to pass ct again
hai.
days w/o sch feel so disorganised
mostly because i don hav a time-table to follow
i don have a routine to follow, i always end up screwing my planned-schedule.
ohhh toothache is really the most painful thing in the world
it's like a monster devouring us from inside slowly, until we cant think cant eat cant sleep
and decided to head to hell -- visit the dentist. |
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[May. 6th, 2009|09:53 pm] |
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i felt that im not wrong to ask 4 more
so close. almost there.
not meh? given all these tears and sweat
my bck's abt to break under the 10k selmer soon.
soon...
why are many so happy, so contented?
they shed tears of joy, and i sat in silence
im not the only one
our row, did not scream. or cry.
hm... juz silence.
but yea
i am proud of us.
celebration was awesome, with a bit of hiccups here and there, but those are negligible because we're not Tokyo Kosei.
and i love how we sounded.
how it is tht we're the first band.
we opened the syf central judging wiz "celebration"
and made the judges smile...hopefully.
in 2007 when we got gold, i cried. drowned in tears and sorrow.
but now, we got gold, im lost.. i looked ard, and i felt tht we could have gotten it.
everyday till 9pm.
went to sch with eyes sore and red. swollen heart and mind.
but to mrho we're better, if he thinks we are, im glad.
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[May. 3rd, 2009|06:08 pm] |
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ehh vale ah, go watch band syf need ticket one la. lol
u gotta wake up at unearthly hour to queue for it.
and i thnk u confirm + chop will fall asleep ther one so nehmind la.
juz gimme a lot of support from AC and ask ur fwens to pray for me. (haha i know u don pray)
it's on WED MORNING. =D
rmb to sms me! heehee
well done ah.
u dao-ed me,
i noe it's like the 10001th time alr.
but im still irritated.
damn u.
= =
im choosing to ignore you as best as i can afford to,
but i bet u don even realise it.
bleah. pls don take ppl ard u for granted.
for heaven's sake how many times have i said tht.
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[May. 1st, 2009|08:59 pm] |
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today is very very happy and relaxing day
=)
because
1 i seriously thnk pecksuan is so cuteee.
2 jimling spilled ice coffee on my feet and slippers
3 i shared ICE hot chocolate wiz wenhweee
4 jimling and wenhwee are most likely to watch our syf. (i cant exlain hw grateful im)
5 we bought a damn hot and sexay wallet for jiazuu
6 it's labour day!
7 i woke up at 12 =D
8 last weekend b4 SYF
yes i can do it.
ah i forgot to say. SPA tmr. =(
but on the good side, its the very very last freaking damn SPA in my life.
YES!
haha i miss pinching ELAINE suddenly. =p
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